Saturday, January 30

H.R.

"pui see!"
"what?"
"what have you done in HR today?"
"aiyo, same things lor, filing and key-in data those stuffs lar!"
"syok lor you, juz sitting in the office, having air-con..."
"ya lar, sitting for 8 hours until i sakit pinggang already..."
"......"

those above, are the conversation that i have to go through for almost everyday
you all thought working in HR - Human Resources Department is a damn easy job ar?
anythings happened,
i was the first one who kena tembak you know?

ya, HR knows a lot of things
but it's just about the staff
i cant even learn any useful skills or techniques at here
cant even get tips like you all

can you guys just stop asking me about my work at HR?
you should know i must not tell

no matter i really don't know or i just pretend i don't know
you jealous on my work
but you will never know
now whenever i'm walking pass to the people in quarters
i felt so uncomfortable
i'm really innoncence
but i can feel it
there is already a tag on my face
"trainee in HR"












Wednesday, January 13

爱上了

失去

是为了得到更多

紧握的拳头

得到的

只有手掌般大小

摊开手掌

能拥有的

也许是无限


Langkawi 的星空

很美

才让我发觉

原来我喜欢酱的生活

坐在细白的沙滩上

吹着凉凉的海风

望着美丽又神秘的星空

耳边传来朋友的嬉笑声

和阵阵的海浪声


迎面而来的

都是微笑着的脸庞

虽然都不是熟悉的面孔

但就因为这样

烦恼问题都消失

失眠梦境也都不再出现

虽然从来没有人明白烦恼是为了什么

或许,

连我自己也不明白


抱怨, 逃离, 不适应

接受, 容忍

和习惯

现在,

只想说,

我爱上了这片土地









Friday, January 1

再见了

最后的一晚
连续整个星期的失眠
即使白天不断地逛街
企图把自己累得半死
躺在床上的夜晚
依然眼光光看月光

失眠的夜晚
脑中不停的胡思乱想
想最多的原来是家人
最担心的依然是家人
最不舍的...只有家人

泪湿的枕头
原来担心的不是自己
第一次的离家,6个月
面对全然陌生的环境
唯有船到桥头自然直

满满的行李
带走的,是离别的眼泪
带不走的,是思念的


倔强的信念
会变好的
会改变的
会成功的
会让你惊讶的