Saturday, March 19

i'm a libra. i keep things balance.

i love my dad, i really do.
the love which is more than anyone else in the family
even though silence always falls between us
even though i often sound impatient when talking to him

brothers care mom more, i knew.
and so as mom, i knew.
i would never say it out till the day i die
i try my best to think on the positive side
but a sentence you said is strong enough to bring me down

the thought of leaving after grad has vanished after talked to friends
but i think i must leave no matter what
no matter where
because of the words you said
i tolerate now but doesn't mean i'll forgive
i remember things quite pretty well.












P.S.    I'll prove that i can live with my own.

Tuesday, March 1

How long do i still need to endure?

I hate it
when you've already decided things for me

I hate it
when you're pretending on giving options to me

I hate it
when you've never realized how i'm tolerating

and I hate it
when you're not care enough












P.S. It ain't blaming.
Well, in fact, i couldn't blame.